Sew It’s Been Three Years

That’s right. Three years since I reached out and offered my services.

Three. Years.

I think that is a reasonable amount of time for everyone to see that I was right all along.

I hope it’s enough time for people to see that I didn’t do any of the things I was accused of.

It is also enough time for me to truly heal.

All the echoes of the hate and personal threats are just echoes now.

All of my self doubt, my lack of sewing ability according to a community that can be as vicious as a red belly black, are now faded. I have many successful projects and sales under my belt to prove to myself that I can sew and I don’t give a damn if you say I can’t or that I’m bad at it.

I’m making my videos of my patterns. I have finally found some peace and strength to put something out into the world and stand firm – good or bad.

There will be hate – again. There will be threats – again. There will be online claims – again. There will be petitioning to Youtube and my host to have me taken down.

I stand firm. In everything I have said in the past and I hope you can now see.

I have patterns here that have never been written or published elsewhere and the videos for those will also be available.

And yes the SLAP Show will be another little side project that will talk about sewing just for fun.

I don’t want to look at the bag that I always wanted to make and hate it so much because of all the hurt and pain it has brought me.

I was stupid and naive and for that I have been brutally punished over and over again.

Punish me more if you feel I deserve it. But think about all you have waited for during these 3 years since I came and went and use your brain.

See you on Youtube.

Carry on and let fear drive you forward.